The sun that peeks through the windows, is natures silent wake up call. throwing off the blanket and on your tippy toes, you walk towards this beam, you wipe away the mist of the sheer curtains that clouds the view. One step forward you feel the warmth on your leg then the next foot, your whole body. Eyes closed, head tilt back and breath in. Consume the calm surroundings, block the sounds, forget there’s a past or future and most importantly the present. Suddenly the zen is broken by the sound of your voice. The balcony is the colour of grey the sun tucked away and the world is out of harmony. Back to bed I go.
where i just want to be back at home again, just not feeling being here right now.
i’ll bend and break my back,
just to feel i still have sense,
at the same time loose my sanity,
the one you took away from me,
you make me hate you more,
by the way i cant stand how much i crave you
my blog is crap!
brush teeth, think about what to wear tomorrow, sleep, wake up, brush teeth, relax, panic I’m going to be late
|20th Nov 2011✧09:492 notes
there is a lot of sighing in this house
and nothing to do, zero cash, zero friends (aha), zero motivation, zero coursework, zero zero zero
as a add on… I need to fix my vintage tie dyed levi’s shorts! what do I do! massive hole at the back!!!!! maybe i should take a picture and all can help solve my problem :(