c-ellana

you said you wanted a diamond, cut precisely delicate and fine,but you can see the lines, they dont hide away they shine, bright in your eyes,you judge me from far without looking deeper than this transparent surface, slowly your mood shifts, you sway from side to side, i cant help it’s making me sick, gradually the skys cloud over, youre no longer sober, you turn to me with a dangerous glare, im a diamond i dont tear, but i chip, you took one more sip, then i gave you one final kiss, i was a diamond, now im the darkest shade of black dust.      

is for messed up people. Love it  

ahhhh

so happy

xxx

for everyday i lived, i could sink into the depths of your eyes,

and pour out all my secrets,

that i know you’ll still manage to let loss,

somehow i still find a trust in you,

that’s what killed me first time,

but i still couldn’t help to return for more.

my mama bless her had loads of boxes of biscuits and chocolates that we never eat so, i gave my mother an idea instead of throwing them all away and wasting them, that we’ll share them out in plastic food bags, and place them on the bin around our town for the slightly insane but nice tramps in our town.

But we are not to sure how it will plan out either an actual tramp will take it or a person with a home and just wants to be greedy will take them :/

however my papa put placed one this morning and apparently it’s no longer there hmmmmm…..

if any lives in my town/county ESSEX and you see a bag full of biscuits hands off they’re for the tramps.

Thats all xxx 

(p.s. i can’t wait to see one of our local tramps holding a bag of biscuits)

you were so clear to me, now all i do is let you fade, for you to be unwritten out of what has been, i wish to forget, and never remember